But today, I will cry.
My baby boy is one.
They will all be happy tears, but most will be bittersweet. Why? I can't fully explain it even to my husband. And trying to would only frustrate me because words would only make my reasons sound less than they are since words just can't describe a mother's heart.
But oh.......I LOVE this boy! How one can look at their one year old, so happy all the time, and not believe an amazing loving Heavenly Father created him is beyond me. My baby boy didn't just happen, he was CREATED by a Father so loving, he molded Kian in HIS image. That makes me love the Lord so much more because if I look at my baby son, His mere image, and feel near perfection......I can only imagine God's perfection.
Thank you dear Lord for this boy. You have blessed me to tears.
Kian and I about to leave the hospital
Kian with my Papa, his namesake, who brought his
harmonica to the hospital to play for Kian just hours after